Kadir\u2019le \u00fcniversite son s\u0131n\u0131fta tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O da benimle ayn\u0131 \u00fcniversitede, ama ba\u015fka bir fak\u00fcltede son s\u0131n\u0131ftayd\u0131. Uzun boylu, esmer ve yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 biriydi. Etraf\u0131ndaki k\u0131zlar ona sarkarken, o ise sadece bana ilgi g\u00f6steriyordu. \u00c7ok nazik biriydi, her f\u0131rsatta centilmence tav\u0131rlar sergiliyordu.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kmalar, sinemaya gitmeler, el ele gezmeler sonucunda sevgili olduk. Kuytuda kenarda \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeler, elle\u015fmeler derken de, kendimizi \u00e7ok k\u0131sa zamanda yatakta bulduk.<\/p>\n
Eve \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f olan \u00f6\u011frenci arkada\u015flardan anahtar\u0131 al\u0131yor, onlar evde yokken orada sevi\u015fiyorduk. Bekaretime dokunmamak \u015fart\u0131yla, oral olsun, anal olsun, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc seks yap\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
\u0130kimizin de en \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi \u015fey 69 pozisyonuydu. Anal seksi ben \u00e7ok sevmesem de, s\u0131rf Kadir \u00e7ok seviyor diye beni g\u00f6tten sikmesine katlan\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u00dcniversite bitti\u011finde, ben babam\u0131n torpili sayesinde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fehir olan Ankara\u2019da bir Bakanl\u0131kta memur olarak i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kadir ise kendi memleketi olan \u0130zmir\u2019e d\u00f6nd\u00fc, orada \u00f6zel bir \u015firkette \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Aram\u0131za kilometreler girmi\u015f, alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r ayr\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, ama neredeyse her g\u00fcn telefonda konu\u015fuyorduk. Bilirsiniz, al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f kudurmu\u015ftan beterdir. Ben art\u0131k onsuzlu\u011fa dayanam\u0131yordum, sevi\u015fmelerimizi \u00f6zl\u00fcyordum. Hatta ve hatta inan\u0131l\u0131r gibi de\u011fil ama, beni g\u00f6t\u00fcmden sikmesini bile \u00f6zl\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n
Bu arada annem babam da evlenmem i\u00e7in bask\u0131 yap\u0131yor, beni uzak akrabalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n o\u011fullar\u0131yla evlendirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Anneme sevdi\u011fim ba\u015fka birisinin oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi\u011fimde,<\/p>\n
\u201cCiddiyse, ailesiyle gelsin, istesinler o zaman!\u201d dedi. Bunu Kadir\u2019e s\u00f6yledi\u011fimde, hemen,<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam, evlenelim!\u201d dedi. Birka\u00e7 haftaya kalmadan da geldiler istediler, direkt nikah\u0131m\u0131z k\u0131y\u0131ld\u0131, evlendik.<\/p>\n
Bu arada nikahtan \u00f6nce tayinimi de \u0130zmir\u2019e ald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Gelin almaya iki arabayla gelmi\u015flerdi. Nikahtan sonra ak\u015fam \u0130zmir\u2019e d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte biz Kadir\u2019le onun arabas\u0131nda ba\u015f ba\u015fayd\u0131k, ailesi ise di\u011fer arabada geliyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yolda gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yararlan\u0131p, Kadir\u2019in fermuar\u0131n\u0131 indirdim, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve ona oral seks yapma imkan\u0131 buldum. \u0130zmir\u2019e gidene kadar onu iki kere a\u011fz\u0131mla bo\u015faltt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Gece saat iki gibi \u0130zmir\u2019e geldi\u011fimizde, ailesi kendi evlerine gitti, biz kendi evimize girdik. Yolculuk ikimizi de yormu\u015ftu, ama bu sevi\u015fmemize engel de\u011fildi. Nihayetinde gerdek gecesini iple \u00e7ekmi\u015ftik ve ne olursa olsun siki\u015fmeden uyumaya niyetimiz yoktu.<\/p>\n
Yatak odam\u0131za ge\u00e7ip \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nlar gibi \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken, bir yandan da birbirimizi soyduk, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kald\u0131k. Kadir\u2019i, taze kocam\u0131 s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131rd\u0131m ve bebeya\u011f\u0131 ile v\u00fccuduna masaj yapmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u0131ra yara\u011f\u0131na geldi\u011finde elime bolca bebeya\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcp kaz\u0131k gibi olmu\u015f yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vazlad\u0131m \u00f6nce. Am\u0131ma bebeya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcrmeme gerek yoktu, zira am\u0131m kendili\u011finden v\u0131c\u0131k v\u0131c\u0131k olmu\u015ftu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6p\u00fc\u015ferek yava\u015f\u00e7a kocam\u0131n \u00fczerine uzand\u0131m. Am\u0131m\u0131 yara\u011f\u0131na ileri geri yaparak s\u00fcrt\u00fcyordum. Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kafas\u0131 aras\u0131ra am\u0131ma girer gibi oluyordu, ama ben geri \u00e7ekiliyordum. Ben s\u00fcrt\u00fcnmeye devam ettik\u00e7e kocam \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131yordu,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi, al \u015fu yarra\u011f\u0131m\u0131 art\u0131k am\u0131na!\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n
Do\u011frusu k\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m bozulurken ac\u0131yacak diye hafif bir korku vard\u0131 i\u00e7imde. O y\u00fczden al\u0131\u015ft\u0131ra al\u0131\u015ft\u0131ra almak istiyordum i\u00e7ime. Her seferinde biraz daha fazla almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 k\u0131zl\u0131k zar\u0131m\u0131 tehdit etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda benim de korkum artm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kocama,<\/p>\n
\u201cHayat\u0131m, \u015fimdi yapmasak olmaz m\u0131? Yar\u0131na b\u0131rakal\u0131m m\u0131 bu i\u015fi, ne dersin?\u201d dedi\u011fimde resmen kudurdu ve o tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m kibar adam birden de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe diyorsun sen lan am\u0131na kodu\u011fumun k\u0131z\u0131?\u201d diye k\u00fcf\u00fcr ederek, birden beni alt\u0131na ald\u0131 ve bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ma k\u00f6kledi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026\u201d diyerek ac\u0131yla ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. Can\u0131m yan\u0131yordu, korkular\u0131m sona ermi\u015fti, y\u0131rt\u0131lan zar\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bire bir ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, kas\u0131klar\u0131mdaki ac\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
K\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hayvan gibi bozmas\u0131na m\u0131, yoksa etti\u011fi k\u00fcf\u00fcrlere mi \u00fcz\u00fclece\u011fimi, can\u0131m\u0131n yanmas\u0131na m\u0131 odaklanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedim. Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan beri ilk defa k\u00fcf\u00fcr ediyordu. Ama jeton sonradan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bende, \u015fok olmu\u015ftum,<\/p>\n
\u201cAnneme mi k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettin sen?\u201d dedim. Kocam ise hi\u00e7 istifini bozmadan am\u0131ma hayvan gibi pompalarken,<\/p>\n
\u201cNolmu\u015f anana k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettiysem? Anan\u0131 da sikerim, seni de!\u201d dedi. Ben neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, \u00fcst\u00fcmden kalkmas\u0131 i\u00e7in itiyordum,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130n \u00fcst\u00fcmden pi\u00e7 kurusu! \u0130stemiyorum!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p, hem a\u011fl\u0131yordum hem de g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne vuruyordum. O ise zorla sikmeye devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcc\u00fcm t\u00fckenene kadar debelendim, ama nafile, sikmeye devam etti. Art\u0131k tek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fey, bir an \u00f6nce bo\u015fal\u0131p da \u00fcst\u00fcmden inmesi idi\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne kadar sikti am\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum, o s\u0131rada kafam \u00e7ok kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131. Hala anneme k\u00fcf\u00fcr etmesine ve beni zorla sikmesine \u00e7ok k\u0131z\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fin ilgin\u00e7 taraf\u0131 ise kocam\u0131 \u00e7ok seviyordum. Bundan sonra bu evlilik nas\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fcyecekti, onu da bilmiyordum. Daha gerdek gecesindeyken, kocamdan bo\u015fanma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi bile akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7meye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kafam bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle doluyken, kocam b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrerek am\u0131ma bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u00f6llerinin i\u00e7ime f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum. Bir ka\u00e7 sene \u00e7ocuk yapmama karar\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan do\u011fum kontrol hap\u0131 kullan\u0131yordum. Hamile kalmayaca\u011f\u0131ma seviniyordum. Kocam yaral\u0131 vajinamdan yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYala am\u0131na kodu\u011fum!\u201d diyerek ucundan d\u00f6l damlayan yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma dayad\u0131. Yalamay\u0131 \u00e7ok sevmeme ra\u011fmen, o anda i\u00e7imden gelmedi. Ama kocam,<\/p>\n
\u201cYala anas\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fimin orospusu!\u201d diye k\u00fcf\u00fcr ederek, zorla soktu a\u011fz\u0131ma ve sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan as\u0131larak g\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131ma kadar y\u00fcklendi.<\/p>\n
Yara\u011f\u0131 halen kaz\u0131k gibiydi. G\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131ma de\u011fdik\u00e7e nefes alam\u0131yordum ve g\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar geliyordu ve kusacak gibi oluyordum. Bir s\u00fcre g\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131ma sokmaya devam ettikten sonra yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7ekip, kolumdan tuttu\u011fu gibi beni y\u00fcz\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7evirdi\u2026<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma \u015faplaklar at\u0131p yo\u011furmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130ki eliyle g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131p yo\u011furuyor, g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn deli\u011fine t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Biliyordum, g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc sikecekti.<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma, istemiyorum!\u201d diye a\u011fl\u0131yordum sadece. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan as\u0131larak,<\/p>\n
\u201cDomal anas\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fim!\u201d diye k\u00fcf\u00fcr etti. Ben,<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r istemiyorum!\u201d dedik\u00e7e kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma \u015faplak at\u0131yor, can\u0131m\u0131 yak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Buna ra\u011fmen ben domalmay\u0131nca, karn\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131na yast\u0131klar\u0131 koyup, g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc y\u00fckseltti. Sonra yara\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t deli\u011fime denk gelecek \u015fekilde \u00fczerime uzand\u0131. Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kafas\u0131 g\u00f6t deli\u011fime girmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Evlenmeden \u00f6nce kocamla g\u00f6tten \u00e7ok siki\u015fti\u011fim i\u00e7in, g\u00f6t\u00fcm sikilmeye al\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131. Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kalan\u0131n\u0131 da fazla zorlanmadan soktu. Ve g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc hayvan gibi sikerken, s\u00fcrekli,<\/p>\n
\u201cAnas\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fimin orospusu!\u201d diye k\u00fcf\u00fcr ediyordu bana\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonunda b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrerek bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ensemi ve omuzba\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 emiyor, \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordu. Bo\u015fal\u0131rken yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7inde kalp gibi at\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ve d\u00f6llerin f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum.<\/p>\n
Bo\u015falmas\u0131 bitince yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcmden \u00e7\u0131karmadan \u00fcst\u00fcme y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 kald\u0131. Ensemde bir s\u00fcre daha s\u0131k s\u0131k nefes al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fini hissettim.<\/p>\n
Yara\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcp g\u00f6t\u00fcmden kendili\u011finden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca \u00fcst\u00fcmden do\u011frulup yana devrildi ve beni kendine \u00e7evirip dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermiyordum, \u00e7ok \u00f6fkeliydim, k\u0131zg\u0131nd\u0131m kocama…<\/p>\n
Ama o beni \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyip, benden \u00f6z\u00fcr diledi\u011finde de \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 tekrar tekrar \u00f6p\u00fcyor,<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk\u0131m kusura bakma, ben b\u00f6yle siki\u015fmekten ho\u015flan\u0131yorum. \u0130nan, \u00e7ok tahrik oldu\u011fumda k\u00fcf\u00fcrler \u00f6ylesine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor a\u011fz\u0131mdan\u2026 Sana etti\u011fim k\u00fcf\u00fcrleri ciddiye alma l\u00fctfen\u2026 E\u011fer seni \u00fczd\u00fcysem \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim!\u201d diyor, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silip, t\u00fcm v\u00fccudumu nazik\u00e7e ok\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n
Do\u011frusu ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnece\u011fimi, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyordum. Tek bildi\u011fim \u015fey, kocam\u0131 \u00e7ok seviyordum! Tatl\u0131 s\u00f6zlerine ve nazik\u00e7e \u00f6p\u00fcp ok\u015famalar\u0131na fazla dayanamad\u0131m ve ben de kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdim. Uzunca bir s\u00fcre \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fckten sonra du\u015fumuzu al\u0131p, d\u00f6llerden \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirdik.<\/p>\n
Evlendi\u011fimizden dolay\u0131 ikimiz de i\u015f yerlerimizden izinliydik, yani iki hafta boyunca sabah erken kalkmam\u0131za gerek yoktu. Yolculu\u011fun vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu yorgunlu\u011fun \u00fcst\u00fcne bir de bu siki\u015fmenin yorgunlu\u011fu eklenince, birbirimize sar\u0131larak hemen uyuduk.<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131n am\u0131mda gezinen dilinin \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, perdenin aral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclen g\u00fcne\u015f yatak odas\u0131n\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. \u00d6\u011fleye kadar uyumu\u015fum. \u00dc\u00e7 be\u015f tane r\u00fcya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Ama g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm r\u00fcyalar\u0131 belli belirsiz hat\u0131rl\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
R\u00fcyalar nerde ne zaman ge\u00e7iyordu bilmiyordum, ama bu r\u00fcyalar\u0131n hepsinde de kocam beni eski bir sandalyeye ba\u011fl\u0131yor ve g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde annemi domalt\u0131p sikiyordu. Annem de kocama tam bir orospu gibi davran\u0131yor,<\/p>\n
(Sik aslan damad\u0131m, sik kaynanan\u0131! Bu amsalak k\u0131z\u0131m sana kar\u0131l\u0131k yapamaz, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131ymetini bilemez! Ohh, yara\u011f\u0131na kurban olurum! Ohhh k\u00f6kle, am\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc sik, par\u00e7ala damat!) diye inliyordu.<\/p>\n
R\u00fcyalar film \u015feridi gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e \u00fcrperiyordum. Bunlar\u0131n sadece r\u00fcya oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fim halde g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimden i\u011freniyordum.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imde k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131kla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k vard\u0131. Annemden mi kocam\u0131 k\u0131skan\u0131yordum, yoksa kocamdan annemi mi, bilmiyordum. Kocamla annemin ger\u00e7ekten siki\u015fmeleri halinde, herhalde ikisini de \u00f6ld\u00fcrebilirdim.<\/p>\n
Kocam bu arada uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmi\u015fti, am\u0131m\u0131 yalamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p,<\/p>\n
\u201cBir tanecik kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131m uyanm\u0131\u015f!\u201d diyerek yukar\u0131 kayd\u0131 ve dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm r\u00fcyalar can\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131, bu nedenle kocamla isteksiz \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordum. Kocam\u0131n isteksizli\u011fimi fark etmesi uzun s\u00fcrmedi,<\/p>\n
\u201cNeyin var a\u015fk\u0131m, neden keyifsizsin bir tanem? Uykunu mu alamad\u0131n bebe\u011fim?\u201d diye soru ya\u011fmuruna tuttu.<\/p>\n
Kocama g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm r\u00fcyalardan bahsetmek istemiyordum. Bahsetsem, e\u015fe\u011fin akl\u0131na karpuz kabu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f olacakt\u0131m. Onun i\u00e7in,<\/p>\n
\u201cYok bir \u015fey a\u015fk\u0131m, yata\u011fa al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m galiba, yatak biraz sert sanki, s\u0131rt\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131yor!\u201d diye yalan s\u00f6yledim. Kocam hemen,<\/p>\n
\u201cK\u0131yamam bebe\u011fime, d\u00f6n masaj yapay\u0131m s\u0131rt\u0131na a\u015fk\u0131m!\u201c dedi.<\/p>\n
\u0130stemeye istemeye y\u00fcz\u00fcst\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, nedense o anda kocam\u0131n v\u00fccuduma dokunmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyordum. Hala i\u00e7inde annem ge\u00e7en r\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u0131n etkisindeydim. Kocam bebeya\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6kerek ensemden ba\u015flad\u0131 masaj yapmaya, omuzlar\u0131m\u0131, s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131, belimi yo\u011furdu.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rt\u0131m ger\u00e7ekten a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131yordu, ama yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 masaj iyi gelmi\u015fti, t\u00fcm v\u00fccudumun gev\u015fedi\u011fini hissediyordum. Kocam profesyonel mas\u00f6r ciddiyetiyle masaja devam ederken, g\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131m ve d\u00fcn gece kocam\u0131n etti\u011fi k\u00fcf\u00fcrleri ve beni sikerkenki sap\u0131k\u00e7a davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Sonra da, onun \u015fimdi beni memnun etmek i\u00e7in \u00e7abalar\u0131n\u0131, s\u00f6yledi\u011fi tatl\u0131 s\u00f6zleri, a\u015fk\u0131m, bebe\u011fim, birtanem\u2019leri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bir insan geceden g\u00fcnd\u00fcze bu kadar de\u011fi\u015febilir miydi ya? Yoksa sadece siki\u015firken mi sap\u0131kla\u015f\u0131yordu? Kocama haks\u0131zl\u0131k etti\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cYeter kocac\u0131\u011f\u0131m, rahatlad\u0131m, ellerine sa\u011fl\u0131k! Gel buraya a\u015fk\u0131m!\u201d diyerek d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve kocam\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7ekerek dudaklar\u0131na yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Uzun s\u00fcren ate\u015fli \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmenin ard\u0131ndan kocam\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131 am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131na yerle\u015fmi\u015f ve i\u00e7ime girebilmek i\u00e7in yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kafas\u0131 am\u0131m\u0131n deli\u011fini zorluyordu. Kocam \u00fczerimden do\u011frulup, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ma sokmak i\u00e7in parmaklar\u0131yla am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, \u00e7i\u015fimin geldi\u011fini hissettim,<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk\u0131m dur bir saniye, bir tuvalete gidip geleyim hemen!\u201d dedim. Kocam,<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam a\u015fk\u0131m!\u201d diyerek \u00fcst\u00fcmden kalkt\u0131, ama sanki tam beni sikecekken \u00e7i\u015fimin gelmesine biraz bozulmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Tuvalete gitmek i\u00e7in yataktan kalkt\u0131m. Hal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden k\u00fclodumu ve geceli\u011fimi al\u0131p giyece\u011fimde, kocam bana engel oldu,<\/p>\n
\u201cOnlar\u0131 giymeden git!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cSa\u00e7malama, \u00e7\u0131plak m\u0131 gidece\u011fim tuvalete!\u201d diyerek k\u00fclodumu giymeye yeltendim, ama kocam k\u00fclodumu elimden ald\u0131 ve<\/p>\n
\u201cAs\u0131l sen sa\u00e7malama! Evde ikimizden ba\u015fka kimse yok, t\u00fcm perdeler de \u00e7ekili!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131nda kocam hakl\u0131yd\u0131, kocamdan ba\u015fka kim g\u00f6recekti? Hem zaten \u015fimdi de \u00e7\u0131plak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu v\u00fccudumu. Yine de tuvalete \u00e7\u0131plak gitmem fikrini yad\u0131rgam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yatak odas\u0131nda biraz daha durup kocamla tart\u0131\u015fmaya devam etsem, oldu\u011fum yere i\u015feyecektim, o kadar \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cSap\u0131k herif!\u201d diyerek banyoya ko\u015ftum, tuvalete zor yeti\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
Klozete oturmu\u015ftum, \u015far\u0131l \u015far\u0131l i\u015fiyordum ki, birden banyonun kap\u0131s\u0131 ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Kocam kap\u0131da dikilmi\u015f, beni i\u015ferken seyrediyordu. O anda \u00e7ok sinirlendim,<\/p>\n
\u201cManyaaak, \u00e7\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131, kapat kap\u0131y\u0131!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. Ama kocam yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vazlayarak,<\/p>\n
\u201cUfff a\u015fk\u0131m, seni i\u015ferken seyretmek \u00e7ok azd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131!\u201d deyip, seyretmeye devam etti.<\/p>\n
\u201cSap\u0131k m\u0131s\u0131n o\u011flum yaaa? \u00c7\u0131k d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya\u2026 Sen bakarken \u00e7i\u015fimi yapam\u0131yorum, yar\u0131m kald\u0131!\u201d diye bir kez daha ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cBak ben de i\u015feyece\u011fim \u015fimdi, hadi stereo i\u015feyelim!\u201d diyerek, k\u00fcvetin yan\u0131na kadar geldi ve \u201cOhhhhhh!\u201d diyerek k\u00fcvetin i\u00e7ine i\u015femeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 elinde itfaiye hortumu gibi tutuyor, k\u00fcvetin i\u00e7ine ni\u015fan alarak, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011fa sola gezdirerek \u015far\u0131l \u015far\u0131l i\u015fiyordu. Art\u0131k ben de kendimi kasmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m ve yar\u0131m kalan i\u015fememe devam ettim. \u00c7ok utan\u0131yordum, ben i\u015ferken seyreden ki\u015fi kocam da olsa\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015femem bitmi\u015fti, tuvalet ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131yla am\u0131m\u0131 silecektim, ama utand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan dolay\u0131 klozetten kalkam\u0131yordum. Kocam benden daha \u00e7ok i\u015femi\u015fti. Son damla sidi\u011fini de ak\u0131tt\u0131ktan sonra k\u00fcvete girdi ve eline du\u015fun s\u00fczgecini al\u0131p yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kamaya ba\u015flad\u0131<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi gel a\u015fk\u0131m, senin am\u0131n\u0131 da y\u0131kayal\u0131m!\u201d dedi. Sinirimden nerdeyse a\u011flayacakt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cSen valla sap\u0131ks\u0131n, manyak herif!\u201d diye s\u00f6ylene s\u00f6ylene klozetten kalkt\u0131m, kocam\u0131n ilgiyle bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 e\u015fli\u011finde tuvalet ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 kopar\u0131p, am\u0131mdan damlayan birka\u00e7 damla sidi\u011fi utana s\u0131k\u0131la silip, k\u00fcvete girdim.<\/p>\n
Kocam du\u015fun s\u00fczgecini am\u0131ma tutarak y\u0131kad\u0131ktan sonra, s\u00fczgeci yukardaki yerine as\u0131p, du\u015fun alt\u0131nda bana sar\u0131l\u0131p dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7i\u015fimi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bekarken hep fanteziler kurard\u0131k, evlendi\u011fimizde banyoda siki\u015fmek gibi bir fantezimiz de vard\u0131. \u015eimdi bu fanteziyi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirece\u011fimizden emindim.<\/p>\n
Ayakta du\u015fun alt\u0131nda \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken, kocam kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 yo\u011furarak beni kendine yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u015ferken inmi\u015f yara\u011f\u0131 yeniden sertle\u015fmi\u015f, am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda geziniyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi d\u00f6n a\u015fk\u0131m, domal!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Arkam\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp, ellerimi fayanslara dayayarak, belimi k\u0131rd\u0131m. Kocam bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 biraz ay\u0131r\u0131p, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze \u0131l\u0131k su akarken, g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn deli\u011fini ve am\u0131m\u0131 yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Am\u0131m\u0131 yalarken g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc parmakl\u0131yor, arada s\u0131rada da,<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh! \u015eu manzaraya bak! \u00d6l\u00fcr\u00fcm, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm ben sana! Ne sikerim \u015fimdi ben senin bu amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc!\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n
Sonra kremleyip am\u0131ma ge\u00e7irdi yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Ama d\u00fcn geceki gibi de\u011fil, yava\u015f yava\u015f sikiyordu am\u0131m\u0131 bu sefer. \u0130nlemeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ben de zevk al\u0131yordum. Beni bu \u015fekilde saatlerce sikse hi\u00e7 itiraz etmezdim.<\/p>\n
Derken iki eliyle belimden tutup birden h\u0131zland\u0131, deli gibi popmpalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131 am\u0131ma. Ben orgazm \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atarken, biryandan da elim aya\u011f\u0131m kay\u0131p d\u00fc\u015fmeyim diye \u00e7aba sarfediyordum. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m orgazmdan dolay\u0131 dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cBen bittim a\u015fk\u0131m, hadi sen de gel!\u201d diye inliyordum. Kocam birden yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
\u201cGeldin mi a\u015fk\u0131m?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r daha de\u011fil, bozma pozisyonunu!\u201d dedi. Herhalde g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc sikip, g\u00f6t\u00fcme bo\u015falacak diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Ben domal\u0131k pozisyonda beklerken, kocam \u00f6nce suyu kapatt\u0131, sonra du\u015fun s\u00fczgecine uzan\u0131p ald\u0131. Onunla ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak etti\u011fimden kafam\u0131 \u00e7evirip bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u00fczgecin telefon ahizesi gibi k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcp, suyu yeniden a\u00e7t\u0131. Sonra da bir eliyle g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131p, di\u011fer eliyle i\u00e7inden su akan hortumu g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn deli\u011fine dayad\u0131. Tela\u015fla,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cKorkma, bir \u015fey yapm\u0131yorum a\u015fk\u0131m!\u201d diyerek hortumu g\u00f6t\u00fcme sokmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
“Manyakm\u0131s\u0131n sen ya? Yapmaaa!\u201c diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordum, ama dinleyen kim. G\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ine \u0131l\u0131k su akt\u0131k\u00e7a bir tuhaf olmu\u015ftum, \u201c\u00c7ek \u015funu g\u00f6t\u00fcmden, yapmaaa!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k g\u00f6t\u00fcmde su girecek yer kalmay\u0131p, sular g\u00f6t deli\u011fimin kenar\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 akmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca, hortumu g\u00f6t\u00fcmden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u00c7\u0131karmas\u0131yla birlikte de g\u00f6t\u00fcmden havayla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k sular f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmaya, p\u00fcsk\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ok garip bir histi, sanki g\u00f6t\u00fcmden i\u015fiyordum. Ben utan\u00e7tan yerin dibine girerken, kocam,<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh, harika, m\u00fcthi\u015f\u2026 Sanki \u015felale gibi\u2026 Hadi \u0131k\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131m!\u201d diyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fcmde su kalmay\u0131p, bitti bu i\u015fkence diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, hortumu yeniden soktu g\u00f6t\u00fcme. Ben art\u0131k sinirden \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rmak \u00fczereydim, a\u011fz\u0131ma ne geldiyse saymaya ba\u015flad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cSap\u0131k herifff! Manyaaakkkk! Pi\u00e7 kurusu! Orospu \u00e7ocu\u011fu!\u201d diyordum. Kocam da,<\/p>\n
“Hah \u015f\u00f6yle\u2026 B\u0131rak kibarl\u0131\u011f\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fimin k\u0131z\u0131!\u201d diye yine anneme k\u00fcf\u00fcr ediyordu. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm r\u00fcya akl\u0131ma gelmi\u015fti yine. Sinirle,<\/p>\n
\u201cAnnemin ad\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na alma, hayvan!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eimdi senin g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc de, anan\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc de sikece\u011fim!\u201d diyerek hortumu \u00e7ekti\u011finde, yine g\u00f6t\u00fcmden havayla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k sular p\u00fcsk\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Utanc\u0131mdan ve h\u0131rs\u0131mdan a\u011fl\u0131yordum. Ama kocam\u0131n umurunda de\u011fildi, g\u00f6t\u00fcmde su kalmay\u0131nca, bu sefer yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soktu g\u00f6t\u00fcme ve sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh, anan\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fc de seninki kadar g\u00fczelmi\u015f!\u201d diyerek sikiyordu g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm r\u00fcyan\u0131n da etkisiyle, kendimi hi\u00e7 bu kadar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lanm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7aresiz ve de\u011fersiz hissetmemi\u015ftim. R\u00fcyada annemin (Bu amsalak k\u0131z\u0131m sana kar\u0131l\u0131k yapamaz, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131ymetini bilemez!) laf\u0131 beynimi kemiriyordu.<\/p>\n
Anneme h\u0131rslanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u015fimdi de. Amsalak de\u011fildim, bal gibi de kocama kar\u0131l\u0131k yapabilirdim. Kendi kendime bunu ispatlarcas\u0131na, g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc kocam\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru bast\u0131r\u0131p,<\/p>\n
\u201cSik g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc kocac\u0131\u011f\u0131m! Yara\u011f\u0131na kurban olurum! Beni de sik, o orospu anam\u0131 da sik!\u201d demeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bunlar\u0131 nas\u0131l s\u00f6yledi\u011fime ben de inanam\u0131yordum, ama bu s\u00f6zlerim kocam\u0131 a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 tahrik etmi\u015fti ve g\u00f6t\u00fcme aban\u0131p b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrerek bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Bo\u015falmas\u0131 bitince i\u00e7imde bir s\u00fcre daha kal\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcmden. Kollar\u0131mdan tutup beni aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni d\u00fcnyada her \u015feyden \u00e7ok seviyorum bebe\u011fim, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm senin i\u00e7in kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131m!\u201d diyerek dudaklar\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
O kadar tutkulu ve ate\u015fli \u00f6p\u00fcyordu ki, kocam\u0131n beni her \u015feyden \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fine hi\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcphem yoktu. Sap\u0131k kocam su g\u00f6t\u00fcrmez bir \u015fekilde bana ger\u00e7ekten a\u015f\u0131kt\u0131!<\/p>\n
K\u00fcvetin i\u00e7inde ayakta birbirimize sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f tutkulu bir \u015fekilde \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeye devam ederken, g\u00f6t\u00fcmden d\u00f6ller s\u00fcz\u00fclerek bacaklar\u0131mdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ak\u0131yor ve ben b\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc zorla kapal\u0131 tutuyordum.<\/p>\n
B\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc kasmay\u0131 b\u0131raksam g\u00f6t\u00fcmdeki d\u00f6llerin p\u00fcsk\u00fcrece\u011finden \u00e7ekiniyordum. Ki fazla tutamad\u0131m ve havayla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00f6ller p\u00fcsk\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kendimden i\u011freniyordum, utanc\u0131mdan \u00f6lebilirdim, ama kocam,<\/p>\n
\u201cWoauww! Harikas\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131m! \u0130\u015fte bu! Ben bunu seviyorum! S\u0131kma kendini, do\u011fal ol benim yan\u0131mda! Arkan\u0131 d\u00f6n, \u0131k\u0131n!\u201d diyerek, neredeyse sevin\u00e7 naralar\u0131 atacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Benim i\u011fren\u00e7 olarak niteledi\u011fim bir \u015feyin kocam\u0131n \u00e7ok ho\u015funa gitmesine bir anlam veremiyordum. Arkam\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp, g\u00f6t\u00fcmden d\u00f6llerin \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n\u0131 incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fcmden son d\u00f6ller p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcp bitince,<\/p>\n
\u201cDur kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131kayal\u0131m!\u201d diyerek hortumu eline ald\u0131. O anda,<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00f6t\u00fcme sokma hortumu!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam a\u015fk\u0131m, sokmayaca\u011f\u0131m!\u201d diyerek hortumun ucuna s\u00fczgeci tak\u0131p suyu a\u00e7t\u0131 ve g\u00f6t\u00fcme tuttu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fczelce sabunlay\u0131p durulad\u0131ktan sonra yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da y\u0131kad\u0131 ve suyu kapat\u0131p havluya uzand\u0131. \u00d6nce beni kurulad\u0131, sonra kendi de kuruland\u0131 ve k\u00fcvetten \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Ben aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendime bakarken, o da arkamdan sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, aynadan bana bakarak g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimi ok\u015fuyor, durmadan, ne kadar g\u00fczel oldu\u011fumu, beni ne kadar \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fini, bana a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Kocam\u0131n bana bu \u015fekilde iltifat etmesi t\u00fcm k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 unutturuyordu. A\u00e7l\u0131ktan midem guruldamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk\u0131m, \u00e7ok ac\u0131kt\u0131m, midem kaz\u0131n\u0131yor!\u201d dedi\u011fimde,<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sana \u015fimdi kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlar\u0131m!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cYok a\u015fk\u0131m, ben haz\u0131rlar\u0131m biricik kocama!\u201d dedim. Banyodan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca ben yatak odas\u0131na y\u00f6nelmi\u015ftim, elbiselerimi giymeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum ki,<\/p>\n
\u201cNereye a\u015fk\u0131m, mutfak bu tarafta!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cEe, giyinmeyecekmiyiz?\u201c dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe giyinmesi a\u015fk\u0131m? Giyinmek yok! Bundan sonra evde yaln\u0131zken hep \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak olaca\u011f\u0131z!\u201d diyerek mutfa\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc beni.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcff yaa, o\u011flum sen valla sap\u0131ks\u0131n!\u201d diye hay\u0131flana hay\u0131flana, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir \u015fekilde kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlamaya koyuldum. Kocamsa tam arkamdaki sandalyeye oturmu\u015f, g\u00f6t\u00fcme bakarak kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yara\u011f\u0131yla oynuyordu.<\/p>\n
Biraz bir \u015feyler yeyip karn\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 doyurduktan sonra, bal kavanozunu ald\u0131 ve benim \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m e\u015fli\u011finde aya\u011fa kalkarak yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kavanoza dald\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra da yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kavanozdan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131ma dayad\u0131 yalamam i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
\u201cYaa yapma, baldan da i\u011frendirme beni!\u201d desem de, tepemde dikilmi\u015f,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi a\u015fk\u0131m, fantazi yap\u0131yoruz \u015funun \u015furas\u0131nda, k\u0131rma beni, yala!\u201d diyerek \u0131srar etti.<\/p>\n
Bir\u015fey diyemedim ve yalad\u0131m. Fena da de\u011fildi hani ball\u0131 yarak yalamak. Daha sonra da kavanozdan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerime bal ak\u0131tt\u0131 ve g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimi yalad\u0131. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimden sonra ayn\u0131 \u015feyi am\u0131mda da yapt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Her ne kadar v\u00fccuduma d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bal\u0131n hepsini yalad\u0131ysa da, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimin ve am\u0131m\u0131n yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu hissediyordum.<\/p>\n
Kahvalt\u0131 masas\u0131n\u0131 o halde b\u0131rak\u0131p tekrar k\u0131sa bir du\u015f ald\u0131k ve \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak vaziyette salona ge\u00e7tik. Evin i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131zken \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak dola\u015fma konusunda kocamla bo\u015fu bo\u015funa tart\u0131\u015f\u0131p sinirlerimi bozmak istemiyordum art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Salondaki koltuk tak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc koltu\u011fu a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca yatak oluyordu. Onu a\u00e7t\u0131, yatak \u015fekline getirdi. Di\u011fer koltuklardan birka\u00e7 yast\u0131k al\u0131p,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi uzan, sana bir s\u00fcrprizim var!\u201d dedi. Merak etmi\u015ftim s\u00fcrprizini, uzand\u0131m. Kocam televizyonu a\u00e7t\u0131. Nefret etti\u011fim magazin programlar\u0131ndan biri oynuyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cS\u00fcrprizin bu mu? Paras\u0131zl\u0131ktan balay\u0131na gidemiyoruz diye, k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k evliler gibi evde oturup televizyonda sa\u00e7ma sapan programlar m\u0131 seyredece\u011fiz?\u201c dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cYok yok, bamba\u015fka \u015feyler seyredece\u011fiz!\u201d diyerek televizyonun alt\u0131ndaki dolab\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u00fc\u00e7 rafta da d\u00fczg\u00fcnce dizilmi\u015f y\u00fczlerce DVD vard\u0131 dolapta. En \u00fcst s\u0131radan ilk on tanesini al\u0131p yan\u0131ma getirdi, kuca\u011f\u0131ma yayd\u0131 hepsini,<\/p>\n
\u201cBunlar\u0131 seyredece\u011fiz!\u201d dedi. DVD\u2019lerin kapaklar\u0131nda sadece g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri a\u00e7\u0131k kad\u0131n resimleri vard\u0131. Anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla filmlerin hepsi de porno idi. Daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 porno izlememi\u015ftim. Merakla kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kocam da her inceledi\u011fim DVD hakk\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131klama yap\u0131yordu,<\/p>\n
\u201cBu g\u00f6tten siki\u015fli, bu zencili, bu gruplu, bu i\u015femeli, bu g\u00f6te \u00e7ift yarakl\u0131, bu b\u00fcy\u00fck yarakl\u0131\u2026\u201d diye. Do\u011frusu ilgimi \u00e7ekmi\u015fti,<\/p>\n
\u201cDolaptakilerin hepsi de mi porno?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet, hepsi de!\u201d deyip, bir sekiz on tane daha getirdi kuca\u011f\u0131ma yayd\u0131\u2026 B\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle t\u00fcm ar\u015fivi g\u00f6sterip, konular\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131. Baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klarken,<\/p>\n
\u201cBunlar\u0131 teyzeo\u011flu Almanya\u2019dan getirdi!\u201c diyordu. Travestili olanlar, biseksuel olanlar, sadece erkek erke\u011fe olanlar, kad\u0131nlar\u0131n takma yarakla birbirlerini ve erkekleri siktikleri, ensest konulu falan\u2026 \u00c7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit y\u00fczlerce porno film vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cHangisinden ba\u015flayal\u0131m, se\u00e7 birini!\u201d dedi. O kadar \u00e7oktu ki, hangisini se\u00e7ece\u011fime karar veremedim,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe bileyim, g\u00fczel olan birini seyredelim\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam, en hafifinden ba\u015flayal\u0131m o zaman!\u201d diyerek birini ald\u0131 ve oynat\u0131c\u0131ya takt\u0131. Kumanday\u0131 al\u0131p geldi, yan\u0131ma uzand\u0131. \u0130lk defa porno seyredece\u011fim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok heyecanl\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Film ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ne bileyim hemen daha ilk sahne siki\u015fmeyle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmadan, sadece \u2018Ahh, uhh, ohh, mhhh!\u2019 sesleri \u00e7\u0131kararak.<\/p>\n
Adam kad\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ndan biraz siktikten sonra a\u011fz\u0131na veriyor, biraz yalatt\u0131r\u0131p bu sefer g\u00f6t\u00fcne sokuyordu. Filmde de olsa ilk defa kendimizden ba\u015fka bir \u00e7iftin am\u0131n\u0131, yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve siki\u015fmelerini g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n
Hayret etti\u011fim \u015feyse, kad\u0131n adam\u0131n o kocaman yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar a\u011fz\u0131na ve b\u00fct\u00fcn deliklerine zorlanmadan al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Adam kad\u0131n\u0131 sikerken yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda am\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini ok\u015fayan hizmet\u00e7i kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor ve el i\u015faretiyle yanlar\u0131na \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131yor. Hizmet\u00e7i yata\u011fa gelince, adam yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fi kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcnden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, hizmet\u00e7inin a\u011fz\u0131na veriyor\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra adam hizmet\u00e7iyi sikerken, \u015f\u00f6f\u00f6r de (nerden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ysa!) yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vazlayarak yata\u011fa geliyor ve direkt di\u011fer kad\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na veriyor, sonra da domalt\u0131p sikiyor.<\/p>\n
Bunlar\u0131n pozisyon de\u011fi\u015ftirerek ve ahlayarak ohhlayarak, hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmadan siki\u015fmeleri bir yar\u0131m saat k\u0131rk dakika s\u00fcrd\u00fc. En sonunda erkekler s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yatakta yatarken, kad\u0131nla hizmet\u00e7i paralel olarak bunlar\u0131n yaraklar\u0131n\u0131 yalayarak bo\u015fatt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
O sahne bitince, ekran bir iki saniye karard\u0131, sonra hemen ba\u015fka bir konuya ge\u00e7ti (konu denirse buna!). Bir villan\u0131n bah\u00e7esinde, havuz ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak yatan bir sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n kad\u0131n, iki tane hayvan gibi zencinin yaraklar\u0131n\u0131 yal\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Zenci yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da ilk defa g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Hakikaten zenciler hakk\u0131nda anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi manyak bir \u015feydi yaraklar\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc bile kolum kadar vard\u0131. Kad\u0131n bir yara\u011f\u0131 iki eliyle k\u00f6k\u00fcnden tutuyor ve halen yar\u0131s\u0131 yukardan sallan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ben filme, daha do\u011frusu zencilerin yarraklar\u0131na konsantre olmu\u015fken, kocam sulanm\u0131\u015f am\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kafam\u0131 \u00e7evirip kocam\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131na bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, yara\u011f\u0131 kaz\u0131k gibi olmu\u015f ve ucundaki delikten \u00f6n s\u0131v\u0131lar\u0131 gelmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir \u015fey demeden beni d\u00f6rt ayak domaltt\u0131 ve arkama ge\u00e7ti. Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, fakat sokmuyordu.<\/p>\n
Me\u011ferse biraz sonra zencilerin o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131 tost yapt\u0131klar\u0131 sahneyi bekliyormu\u015f. Zenciler kad\u0131n\u0131 ayn\u0131 anda amdan g\u00f6tten sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131klar\u0131nda, kocam da benim am\u0131ma ge\u00e7irdi yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve beni sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130tiraf etmeliyim ki, kocam da, ben de daha azg\u0131n bir \u015fekilde siki\u015fiyorduk \u015fimdi… Hem filmi izliyor, hem siki\u015fiyorduk. Benim heyecandan a\u011fz\u0131m duda\u011f\u0131m kurumu\u015fken, kocam beni sikerken s\u00fcrekli konu\u015fuyor,<\/p>\n
\u201cHah i\u015fte \u00f6yle, ge\u00e7ir ko\u00e7um, k\u00f6kleyin, par\u00e7alay\u0131n, da\u011f\u0131t\u0131n orospunun am\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc!\u201d diyordu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok ge\u00e7meden ikimiz de inleye inleye, ayn\u0131 anda bo\u015fald\u0131k. Bizim siki\u015fmemiz yo\u011fun fakat k\u0131sa s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, ama filmdeki zenciler o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131 en az yar\u0131m saat kadar daha siktiler, finalde de a\u011fz\u0131na y\u00fcz\u00fcne bo\u015fald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Kocamla o g\u00fcn gece ge\u00e7 saatlere kadar 5-6 film daha seyrettik ve iki kere de siki\u015ftik. Art\u0131k derman\u0131m\u0131z kalmay\u0131nca, salonda yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerde uyumaya karar verdik. Yatak odam\u0131za gidecek halimiz yoktu.<\/p>\n
Birbirimize sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f halde yatarken kocam filmler hakk\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi sordu. \u00c7ok \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm halde, kocama sadece,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok ilgin\u00e7!\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
Filmleri seyredince (ki daha hepsini seyretmemi\u015ftim!) bir \u015feyin kesin fark\u0131na vard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kocamla seks hayat\u0131m\u0131z di\u011fer evli \u00e7iftlerinki gibi \u2018Normal\u2019 olmayacakt\u0131!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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